Today has been a pretty stressful day. Although I finished my marketing class today, and finished game of thrones, I also missed out on some easy reload hours during finals week. I need to apply to a lot of jobs, as I really, really need money this summer. I smoked and ate too much fruit early in the day, causing me to have to scramble to hit my macros later. I am thinking smoking in the daytime is a bad idea on rest days unless I am about to go eat a protein dominant meal. Also, I learned that there is still a ton of shit related to study abroad that I need to do. Finals are quickly approaching, and it seems like there is no end to the work. Additionally, my theory about eating no fat on drinking days is about to be really tested, as we are going to be drinking Wed, Friday, Saturday, and next Wednesday as well. I gotta go hard for these last few parties, so I really need to limit my fat intake during these days. Something about the bridge just seems to make me in a bad mood, as I have a 5 hour shift there but never seem to feel like I am accomplishing anything while I am there. The job thing is extremely important, as I need something to do during the summer in order to keep my activity levels high, and I need money both for my food during the summer and for my time abroad. This is going to be tough, and if I don’t respond well then both of these dreams could be severely compromised. I must not fold, as if I can get through this tough time, then I will be extremely grateful and proud of myself later on. I need to keep focused on my main goal: attaining a six pack. The only other thing that is even close is studying abroad. However, school is always present and nagging, and Wake Forest has a pretty robust workload. I just feel like there are so many things on my plate right now, but then again, I guess everyone feels that way with finals so close…
The Start of a Journey
